It's true, I am not consistent in updating my blog, even though I have so much to share each and every day. Why I don't take the time to log my thoughts, I am not sure. It's simple, I do not prioritize it.. I am working on it.
Since my last three half-marathons in November, 2009, I went on a hiatus, if you will. I was burned out from training and just wasn't "into it". Which is odd considering how much joy I get from running. Could very well have a lot to do with my informal promotion at work, which happily consumed most my time. Seasons change and so do priorities, but more importantly I am back, along with that now official promotion.
Over the past six months, I had been running three to four miles happily, but devoting most my energy to work and family. But just recently in the last month, I have stepped it up. Pushed myself beyond that comfort zone and can finally say, I am back! Maybe back is the wrong word. I am a new me with a new perspective. Again, humbled and optimistic.
I am running five to six miles, and running those miles well. It took some time, but I now remember why I love to run. I got over the pain of "getting back" and just now starting to appreciate the distance again. That feeling you get when you are in mile four and you feel like you can run forever. Ahhh, love that feeling. It's amazing how easily forgotten the energy and endurance it takes to run just three miles. The mental game we play with our minds and taking for granted the once simple runs, is amazing and appreciated.
As for the coming months, I am signed up for See Jan Run half-marathon in five short weeks. I haven't run more than 5.6 miles, but plan to step it up in the coming weeks. Of course my goal is to run my best time, but is that really realistic for where I am at? Probably not. I will be happy to just complete it with a decent time. Race day energy is always a boost.
I have also been accepted in Nike Woman's half-marathon again, which is so very exciting. This I plan to be ready for, and possibly run my best PR. But, as I have experienced, this isn't always the case. I can strive for the best, but life does say otherwise sometimes.
In closing, regardless of where I am today I am inspired by tomorrow, and what is to come. I am grateful that each day is a new opportunity to start new, with a renewed attitude and perspective. We make it what we want it to be and we cannot let yesterdays faults be tomorrows. Till next time (hopefully not three months from now)..
